i’m pausing (as you may noticed)
after my latest post, i got some great responses by friends and strangers, today I even received a real postcard by snail mail!
thank you for your support! so sad that i could not response to you yet.
i’m making better. today i started to re-organize my work and my desk and started thinking about new strategies. i learned over the years, that how i feel is connected with how i feel comfortable in my environment. my current life is dominated by work and projects (as it always was?) - so my working conditions should always be fine for me:
clean desk, no things lying around. space around me equals to space in my mind.
with so many things going on in parallel I lost control over the way i organized the data on my machine. all hard disks are full and everything is spread. i call it a mess (i know, other people would call it a near to perfect system. but thats only because i name files and folders accurately)
today i cleaned my system, started fresh and moved data around.
BUT WAIT, THERE’S MORE!
than the computer stuff. i complained about the way i think. and the lost smiles. that will be the next step. i’m thinking about rebooting myself. sadly, there are some jobs that have to be done this week. i’m going to take the weekend for re-setting myself in my own world.
hope that helps.
Dear Readers, Friends, Strangers and people-why-are-you-reading-my-blog?! it may be that I lost your patience and you won’t read my blog again after some days of stopping. but, i don’t care. yes, i will think less about all the response i MAY get with my blog. and all that stuff. at peak times I made 280 posts in a month! (over 9 posts a day!) thats crazy.
it feels like I talk more on my blog than with real words.
however, I hope to see you again - on the other side of myself.
